Counting Down (to a new start)   (5-18-8)

The longest thought
Just came and slowly slithered out of my head
It left on an outbound train
Going nowhere
Leaving me motionless
Staring into a Blinding spot on the moon

On the Blackest of Nights
Feelings are climbing out of my body
Like on a fire escape
Empty or half full
I think my heart is gonna drown

Want the sensation of feeling new
To cover over my naked soul
And the feeling of warm water running down my skin
Pouring into my heart

Filling me with a new view on Love
And a map leading to a treasure
That has yet to be discovered
In the heart of the one I long for

Kill the switch
And turn off these feelings
Unraveling in my chest

These living dreams
They Might not be for me
Take it all back
Tell me what I feel
Is real

Should I stop
and walk away
Should I turn away
And let fate take its coarse?

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