Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Friends Re-Unite

I am so happy right now. In fact I don't think I have ever been this happy in my entire life. Their are 2 reasons why I am so happy. One I can't quite share with you at this time. But I hope that person knows who they are. And Two, the good Lord has brought my life long time friend Steve back into my life. I went over to his parents house because he had been on my mind a lot lately. And I had been missing him dearly. I haven't seen or talked to him in over a year. He spiraled down with the help of drugs and alcohol. But now he is doing good. He has been sober for 5 months. I left a note for him just letting him know I love him and I forgive him for everything he had done. Well he called me when he got off from work. He said I made his year, that he had been thinking of me Jer and Tim a lot lately. We had the greatest conversation. I think we both could tell how happy we both were to be talking with one another again. God works in such great ways. I'm so darn happy to have him back in my life. We are brothers, I always knew it was just a matter of time. I wish I could feel this good every single day of my life.

Today was a Good Day!!

 

SUnday, July 27, 2008

The Boys (Re-Unite)

I had such a great weekend. Jeremiah came into town this weekend. It's been such a long time since we all had seen him. We planned a trip up to my family's cabin in Grand Lake. I invited most of my friends. It ended up being Jer, Steve, Tim and I. We rented picked
it up super fast and had a blast. I'm such an adrenaline junkie when it comes to speed. I was constantly pushing the pace. I think Jer thought I was just plain crazy out there. I was probably out of control at times. But it was too much fun not to.

Later that night before sundown we went fishing. We ended up at a spot near where my Mother, Jeff and I dumped my father's ashes last summer. After a little while I decided to head over to the exact spot
where we dumped his ashes. Within about 5 minutes I was lucky enough to catch the only fish of the trip. It's hard to explain, but it was a very special moment. I still miss him dearly, but just recently achieved real peace with him being gone. Me catching that fish kind
of closed that chapter. It was a pretty good sized fish, real healthly little sucker. Maybe 16" and 2 lbs. It was nice to share that moment with everyone. Tim seemed the most excited for me. He kept bringing it up the rest of the night.

We closed out the day hanging out around the campfire. Just laughing it up. I can't remember the last time I laughed so much and so hard. It was a near perfect weekend. I loved getting out of the city and hanging with 3 of my best friends. I love those guys so much. It was great having Steve around all of us again. We didn't skip a beat we all picked up where we left off at. It was a real bummer saying goodbye to Jer at the end of it all. What